‘Never forget’ they said

‘Never forget’ they said

(Translated from Turkish. Inspired by a Tv-drama)

Always be courageous, they said

Never be afraid, they said

This is life’s first lesson

Never forget, they said

Always be strong, they said

Never cry, they said

This is life’s second lesson

Never forget, they said

I memorized life’s lessons

I hid my fears within me

I buried my tears within my body

And this way I continued life

For years, I buried so many things within myself

That it seemed I had turned into a cemetery

A cemetery nobody visited

Perhaps I had become an invisible cemetery

While being alone, while being lonely

Always be courageous, they said

Never be afraid, they said

This is life’s first lesson

Never forget, they said


5 January 2023, Amsterdam

Hiç unutma dediler

Hep cesur ol dediler

Hiç korkma dediler

Hayatın ilk dersi bu dediler

Hiç unutma dediler

Hep güçlü ol dediler

Hiç ağlama dediler

Hayatın ikinci dersi bu dediler

Hiç unutma dediler

Hayatın dersleri ezberledim

Korkularımı kendimde sakladım

Gözyaşlarımı vücüdümde defnettim

Böyle hayatı devam ettim

Yıllarca o kadar defnettim ki içimde

Mezarlık gibi oldum sanki

Ama bu mezarlığa kimse ziyaret etmedi

Görunmez bir mezarlık oldum belki

Yalnızken, ıssızken

Hep cesur ol dediler

Hiç korkma dediler

Hayatın ilk dersi bu dediler

Hiç unutma dediler

5 Ocak 2023, Amsterdam