
‘Never forget’ they said
‘Never forget’ they said
(Translated from Turkish. Inspired by a Tv-drama)
Always be courageous, they said
Never be afraid, they said
This is life’s first lesson
Never forget, they said
Always be strong, they said
Never cry, they said
This is life’s second lesson
Never forget, they said
I memorized life’s lessons
I hid my fears within me
I buried my tears within my body
And this way I continued life
For years, I buried so many things within myself
That it seemed I had turned into a cemetery
A cemetery nobody visited
Perhaps I had become an invisible cemetery
While being alone, while being lonely
Always be courageous, they said
Never be afraid, they said
This is life’s first lesson
Never forget, they said
5 January 2023, Amsterdam
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Hayatın ilk dersi bu dediler
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Hep güçlü ol dediler
Hiç ağlama dediler
Hayatın ikinci dersi bu dediler
Hiç unutma dediler
Hayatın dersleri ezberledim
Korkularımı kendimde sakladım
Gözyaşlarımı vücüdümde defnettim
Böyle hayatı devam ettim
Yıllarca o kadar defnettim ki içimde
Mezarlık gibi oldum sanki
Ama bu mezarlığa kimse ziyaret etmedi
Görunmez bir mezarlık oldum belki
Yalnızken, ıssızken
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Hayatın ilk dersi bu dediler
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5 Ocak 2023, Amsterdam